Journal Entry

Since always, I was the person who would feel too much. I was always the person in the room who was the most sensitive and small at heart. I despise the fact that everything easily bothers me no matter how much I try to not feel anything. Sometimes I'm overwhelmed by emotion but other times I don't feel a thing at all. Certain life events made me become even more sensitive and almost emotionally fragile. With the new life I created with myself, came a new version of me. It's just that no matter how what, some things stay the same, some feelings or thoughts stay the same as well. I used to get very exhausted at feeling every emotion ten times more than the other person. I used to get very offended if I was hurt because I couldn't wrap the thought around my head about " why"? Why would someone do this to me when I wouldn't ever do that to them. But now I am stronger and more whole.